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The World Doesn’t Stop Drinking Just Because I Did; On Being Okay With It

November 2019
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Just Wednesday night, I attended a concert (Ministry) with my wife at one of the best concert bars in the world – and it’s a twenty minute drive from my house.

As you can see, it’s an “intimate” setting – we were but 20′ from the stage, and we showed up after the opening act. In other words, if you want to see a band, this is the place. It’s amazing. My wife and I have seen Stephen Pearcy (Ratt), Spacehog (Liv Tyler was there, too), Scott Weiland (Holy $#!+ was he awesome), Ministry and a few others.

The main point, though, is that it’s a bar. Friends, at just shy of 27 years clean and sober, I still check my motives before I enter a place like that: 1) Do I have a legitimate reason for being at the establishment? 2) Am I on solid ground, program and spiritually? 3) Do I have an immediate way out should I turn stupid at some point.

If I can’t honestly answer “absolutely good to go” to all of those, I won’t go. Skipping out gets a little pricey, so you can bet your @$$ I make sure I’m ready days in advance. No matter what, though, if there’s even a tinge of hesitancy, I’m out. No concert is worth the misery that would come with a drink.

So there I am, listening to one of my favorite of all time bands rock out one of my favorite all time songs, and some dude launches his beer (accidentally, I believe). Foam pelted my back. What I wasn’t expecting (getting doused by a beer at a heavy metal concert wasn’t a surprise), the guy apologized and used his sleeve to wipe my jacket off. I almost fell over.

As the night wore on and the band got to the older stuff (their new music is still quite good), the mosh pit got rowdy. I considered jumping in, given the stressful times of late. In the end, I decided risking a broken nose was probably not necessary so I just watched from the sideline. Blowing off some steam sure looked tempting, though.

Mrs. Bgddy and I left after the encore and the drummer started throwing his sticks, about 10:30. We were in the driveway at 10:50. And I was no worse for the wear.  We had a brief discussion on the way home about how I was doing…

Because my recovery was built on a solid foundation, the world didn’t have to quit drinking because I did, and I don’t have to hide from it.  Not anymore (it was definitely advisable while I was building that foundation).

I’m the one with this problem. It does me good to remember that.


12 Comments

  1. Nice one man. You’re doing solid! 🙂 If you can’t answer “good to go” those three questions, skipping out may seem a little pricey at the time, but not as pricey as falling back into the hole…

  2. joliesattic says:

    Congrats at your resolve! Proud of you and thankful you have Mrs. Bgddy to support your resolve.

  3. curlymamaof2 says:

    Love the 3 questions! Will be borrowing that. My gut was clenched reading that!

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